He Called Me

Today I forwarded Rick an email that he needed to see and instead of responding by email, he called me. I think he used it as an excuse. We spoke for 2 hours and 45 minutes. We can relate to each other a lot. Our conversation ran deep. He is normally someone that goes to bed early so I was surprised to see him stay up this late!

Definite Connection

My feelings are confirmed. I saw him later today and he stopped me and said that he had so much fun talking to me and that he very much enjoyed it. Then he wanted to stay around me and we spoke for about 45 minutes after everyone else left. He gave me a hug later and said that my hair smelled nice. Later this evening, he sent me a text that thanked me for talking to him. He said that he is really enjoying getting to know who I am. Yay!

The Connection

Something crazy happened today. I have been totally focused on myself lately. I have not really paid much attention to men. Tonight, I felt a connection from a conversation with a man that I have known for a few years. His name is Rick. He is handsome and not really my usual type but he has a beautiful heart! A few months back, a lady told me that he had a crush on me. I told her to go and confirm it and the next day she told me that I was too intimidating for him. I was confused by it because she just said that he had a crush. I ignored it, pushed it aside and moved on. This brings me to today. When I have seen him lately, I pretend not to notice him unless he approaches me. Today he did approach me. All that we did was talk about a competition that my daughter is involved in and I left the conversation feeling warm fuzzies. It was like cupid shot me in the butt. I have thought about it ever since. It was definitely a connection.

Oh Well

Still feeling guilty about my rejection, I sent a text message to Steven thanking him for dinner and bowling. He did respond back and was nice but I think this is the last I will hear from him. It is probably for the best because I do not think we are compatible. I really want someone fun that can make me laugh and cut up with me. He has a little of that but I want someone that is a bit more bold. It is hard to explain.