First Day with a Boyfriend and Already Pissed Off

What is up with men? I have not heard from Victor since last night. He said he would call me in the evening and then I never heard from him. I sent him a text message and called but have not heard back yet. Why do they act this way? One day with a boyfriend and he has already pissed me off. He is usually good about calling me every day. He told me that he wanted to come over and make love to me last night. I told him no, because I was not ready to take it to that level yet. I wonder if he is pissed off and that is why he has not called me back. I don't even know if we are still together. I am frustrated.

I Have A Boyfriend

I cannot believe it. I have a boyfriend. I have not allowed myself to get close to anyone in 13 years. Victor and I finally met after 4 months of talking. There was instant attraction. I found him very sexy. He told me that he had feelings for me and that he loved me. He asked me to be his girlfriend. I said yes. He kissed me and it was amazing. He told me that no one has ever kissed him like that before. One thing that is a problem for me with being with Victor is that he is not always good about following through. He is accurate about 85% of the time which is not good enough for me. When you say you will do something, you do it. I have to figure out how I will turn this around on him. I do care for him but I don't love him yet.

I Hate Men Right Now

Victor contacted me out of the blue on March 24th. He seemed sincere and told me he wanted to start the dating process with me. It has been fun getting to know him. He is a fascinating person. The crazy part about all of this is that he tells me he loves me and knows that I am his type of woman. I am confused! He has never even met me! We have tried to schedule 2 times this week to meet and 1 other time today. He injured his leg some time ago and it has been so painful for him lately. So tonight we were supposed to meet and he ignored my text messages earlier in the day but then finally responded and said that he was in the hospital because of his leg. I don't even know if he is telling me the truth. Here I am again, the 3rd time not even seeing him. My trust has been broken with him. I don't even know what to think anymore. Men piss me off! I hate them! I still don't know what is happening to him in the hospital. Now I am worried about him and have not heard back. I feel like it is all over with him. I don't know what to do. I just want to scream at the top of my lungs! Damn jerks!