Psycho Texting Max

Today I was an idiot. I felt real sad because I had to terminate my dating relationship with Phoenix and Carl. I felt horrible about it and grieved it although I did not know them at all.

Tonight, I pushed forward and began texting Max to meet me later for a drink. I sent way too many text messages and now I feel like crap. I psycho texted him! About the only solution at this point is to pull way back. I looked vulnerable and needy/clingy. What a ding dong! I hope he contacts me again. Why do I do this to myself? AAAHHHHH! Remind me again...DO NOT CONTACT A MAN!!!